Looking back through the years of my days spent in high school, everything seems so pointless. The things I've done or gone through just to reach the top doesn't quite seem fulfilling anymore. Maybe back then being on top was important but now that it is all over, was it really worth it to have done all that I have, to have wasted those precious time and having sacrifice certain things? One thing is for sure, my gains are definitely more than my loss. The experiences I've learned and friendships formed are most definitely cherished. It will be hard to give up all my responsibilities, work and authority but I guess it is for the better. Besides, nothing can last forever.
Searching for one's self is a constant adventure. One can change as they grow older or when their life is changed by different events. Now that I have finished my term as a prefect, it is hard to actually find myself anywhere. Where does one go once they leave something they were all their life? I already struggle to fit in as it is, now there isn't anywhere that i can go back to. Who am i now that a part of me is gone? All I can hope for is that time will make things easier for me, but I'll definitely hold on to the good things of my past as well.
-Awaiting for better things to come-
Keep looking :)
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