Merry Christmas!!

Tis' the day of sharing and giving. Hope you will have a very merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...

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Living My Life Freely

No rules and no plans. Sounds like a great life right? For me, taking risks and being spontaneous just isn't me. It's the fear of looking ridicules that just stops me from being wild and carefree. But the feeling when you do something so crazy, just doing whatever that is on your mind and not thinking much about it, well it's just the best feeling in the world. I find that sometimes I let my insecurities get the better of me, maintaining my sensible image is rather important but by doing that I feel like I lose out on life and its excitement. My character is something I feel is sometimes dull and uninteresting. Sad but true, I really need to be out there doing fun stuff, and learn to enjoy my life.

Yesterday, roaming around Sungai Wang and Pavilion was surprisingly fun, tiring but fun nonetheless. Walking aimlessly looking for nothing really. But it was fun looking at the interesting stuff around. KL, it is really awesome to be in, not the same feeling as when in PJ.

The roads are pretty confusing and honestly really messy.
But the city feels really wide and open and is very inviting.

It is colourful and bright, never dull. The creative designs in it just marvels you.
Lights everywhere, it just brightens up the atmosphere.

Getting back form KL wasn't that bad, leaving at the right time, it only take 30minutes, more or less. Later that night I had dinner with some friends from school. It wasn't anything fancy but it was an important occasion. I'll be leaving for NS soon so I may not be meeting my friends anymore for sometime, especially for Wenxian, who will be heading back in 2months time when I'm in NS. Our dinner went from normal to crazy. Causing commotions and 'noise pollution' around places. We went shop hopping around ss2, from Island Cafe to Swensen's and the to KFC and lastly to a coffee shop. It was all because we were wanting different things and was very insanely mad. Nah, probably just hungry, but it was a fun night altogether.
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Money, The Root of All Evil?

It's never bad to have a little extra money in your pocket. But is it all good? I can never have too much though. Having the thought of money is really tempting for me, splurging on anything I feel fit is always something I am weak against. But I have learned to control myself. It is not only in things like spending money but also in other things. I guess I'm the kind of person who needs to learn things small. Anyhow, Christmas is just around the corner and I feel as if that it is my approval to spend on myself and others too of course, besides it'll be awhile before I will be able to spend my money...


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Life Is Hilarious.

Somehow or rather, my life gets pretty strange. One day it will be all fine and good and then another day it'll seem really crappy. I noticed one thing about myself. I almost never get what I want. For some weird reason, everything that I hope for or wish would happen will actually turn out the opposite of it. And this is not something that happens once in a while, it does actually happen every other time I hope for something. This is really frustrating because I think it's affecting my confidence. So now when I wish to walk out, I would actually not hope for anything or something I wouldn't want happen will actually happen. This really bites...

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How Would One Think It Would Be?

It's never really something one actually things about unconsciously but it does happen. I realize a lot of people do this, processing what you are thinking before speaking. A lot of times I find myself speaking what I think but not really figuring out what will happen. And most of the times I'll regret saying it or thinking in my head, "darn it, i should have said.... instead." I guess it's something we do in the spur of the moment, I don't think it's wrong but somehow I feel a little foolish or dumb for saying them.

These couple of days have been real interesting. Since my SPM ended, my days have been spent in an office working my butt off. Okay, so maybe it wasn't that tough but it was challenging. I had to deal with the long hours, freezing air-conditioning and a supervisor that is really 'encouraging', nah, she's a great person to work with. Topped with a good pay and rather interesting colleagues, it was a truly great experience. Even though I worked for only 8 days, it was one of the best 8 days, did I mention they pay pretty well? Anyhow, it was my last day today. I guess working all my free time away isn't going to be what I want to be doing. I will be instead packing my remaining days I have with friends and me time before I get posted away for NS.

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Goodbye My Friend...

There's nothing better in life than a friend. And when one friend leaves, it just doesn't seem the same anymore. There's so much more in life that one can do with friends by your side. With that said, bon voyage Eve! May your adventures be one that will last a lifetime...

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When Will It Appear?

Where does one find something? And when do they stop searching? Until they find it? What if they don't find it ever? Are they just suppose to live without it? Can they live without it? What happens if they can't? Can they still live? Are we suppose to leave this earth when we don't find that one thing? Why can't we just live our lives free and easy without that something? Does life go on without that thing? Does the phrase "when one door closes another one opens" happen at all? If it does, then why does waiting feel like forever?

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