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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

No Boundaries...

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
Then you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand
And show you that you can
There are no boundaries

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down
I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So hear I am still holding on

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause
There’s nothing between you and your dreams

Monday, May 25, 2009

Nothing Seems Right, Right?

I have no clue what to do anymore... I just want to escape away to place far far away... Can I just live a life free of hassle and troubles? I want to... Where do I go from here... Suggestions anyone?


The other night a couple of my friends and I went for the Music Central. The main feature was Tim Hughes... An awesome night I must admit, eventhough it was only like 4 of us, but the naght was spirit-filled and had a very amazing atmosphere.

this is a very bad picture... but the only one we took that night :D

People out there, please don't be so dead with life. Focusing on studies and work alone is not cool. You're only young once, live your life!! All I can say is balance.

Keep looking :)

Friday, May 22, 2009

A Grand Finale!



It was the battle between two Idols, the hardcore rocker vs. the underdog of the competition... What else can I say, it was really an unexpected win for Kris Allen.
Ok, so it wasn't probably the best finale show but it was nonetheless entertaining. I loved the opening performance of So What by the top 13, awesome! And other performances like the one with Jason Mraz and especially the BEP... Overall it was a good finale, I think the highlight of the evening was when Adam and Kris performed We Are The Champions with Queen! So anyway, kudos to Kris for winning but I'm sure we'll be hearing a lot more of Adam Lambert!! Rock On Adam!
Anyway, I received this email which was circulated to everyone in the office earlier today subjected: minor office matter... These were the contents.
Dear Mr Liow and all,

I don't think we have any more toilet paper. We are down to our last 2 rows, one each in each toilet. Just to let you all know, in case you are stuck in a predicament during your 'big or small business'. ;o)

Mr Liow, Soh Kheng is not around, so I don't know who is responsible to replenish the office stock.

Thanks.

Shen
I just thought it was pretty hilarious... Anywho, It was a fun day. Had lunch with 2 of my colleagues, which for some reason are the ones I eat with most days. So yea,...
Keep looking :)



Calling For Help From Above...

Guidance... Everyone needs a little help from people once in awhile. Talking about my personal life is not what I do best but sometimes it's necessary, I guess I just need time and the right person, with the right opportunity...

*gasp* every time Saturday comes I feel so unenthusiastic, my zeal and joy just evaporates into thin air. Why do I put myself into this trouble? Why am I even still stuck in this even when I think it's wrong? Can one actually serve God without wanting to or feeling it? I don't think this is my calling at all... I need a break, I need to figure things out...

To a lighter note, work has been, A-Okay... well apart from feeling like I've been through hell at the end of the day and waking up to it all over again the next morn. I do feel very restless once in awhile in the office and definitely am bored most of the time. I can't seem to get used to the environment and the office hours. Its complicated what I'm feeling now, in one hand I know that this job is very benefiting to me, but on the other, I feel very lifeless... How can this be? Bah! I need to enjoy my life, my youth... For now, I'm just persevering and keeping my patience.

Keep looking :)

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Just Another Day

Ok... So I haven't been blogging lately and well, my bad. It's just really not in me these days to just sit in front of the com and type myself away. Well since it's been awhile and most probably do not know me anymore, I have decided to fill you in with a little bit of whats happening in the life of Jared Ow.
To kick it off, I have been back from NS for almost 2 months now and I must say that I am SO glad to be finally back. Not that NS was terrible, it was in fact quite the opposite. For me, enjoying the company of new friends was what kept me sane. I naturally hated the classes they had there, it's as if being in high school wasn't enough. I generally did had an awesome experience, one where I learned to challenged myself, being constantly in the mind-over-matter battle.
Fast-forward two months, I am now currently working at law firm in Damansara Perdana. It isn't as amazing as it sounds but did get to learn a lot, on paperwork, filing, typing, organizing and also a little self discovery, like I will never be a lawyer ever and reminding me how I hated desk jobs. But it's not something I complaint. My colleagues are very helpful and nice, even the boss has the best interest in all of us. This is one reason that is keeping me busy.
Well, if you were just wondering, "isn't he suppose to be studying?", the answer is, not yet. I have not decided on what I would like to study and well honest not ready to. Why go right ahead to something you're going to do for the rest of your life. Inspiration 101, do something that is just out there... Your career can wait...
Keep looking:)