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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Frustration's Causing Me To Stress OUT!

Argghhh... My assignment is really killing my nerves, if that's even possible. I can't seem to get Illustrator right. You know the feeling where you try and try to make something the way you imagine it, but somehow, a little twit here and a slight change there and suddenly BOOM!, your work seems ruined... I'm losing my patience, something I really need to work on more.

Today, I shall share a brief account on my college life. As said in previous post, I'm really liking the environment, the subjects (although it does get boring and frustrating), the really cool lecturers and what is classes without great awesome classmates? Well, to be honest, I never really gave much interest into making friends or getting to know people more when at college. I guess I just thought that the hassle of finding a crowd and fitting in will just involve more hard work. I guess I wanted to be more serious when in college, focussing on my course and my work. But that ain't the case, I honestly thing that the people that makes up my class are the most diverse and uniquely weird (in a good way). Yea, they aren't your everyday-next-door kinda of people. It's awesome how everyone seems to be so different yet are able to be comfortable with each other. And it's great that, somehow, I feel comfortable being just the way I am.

No, I'm not saying that it's fairy tale land. C'mon, let's get real. What is perfection anyway? One thing I realize through my 19 years of living is that there are always clicks. Everywhere you go, you'll tend to see people of the same character and/or liking stick together. That's not so bad, i guess in a way that's life. We tend to draw nearer to the "same kind". But thankfully, I'm able to not only be but also see others get comfortable even when not around their "own kind".

An awesome course, with fun people... Yea, that's my kind of college. Though I know that my semester will only get harder, but ultimately, it's good to know that you have people there going through the hardships with.

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