A New Epic Starts Now...

This blog is really verging on it's death. I'm trying hard to keep it alive, but somehow I haven't been motivated enough to post up stuff. Right, with that aside...

I never really enjoyed the simplicity of life. I kinda like the varied surprises and unknown happenings. So yea, mundane boring repetitive days are an absolute NO for me. It's great and all to be prepared for your upcoming battles, but not to the extent where the outcome becomes predictable. Maybe my chilling attitude and worry-less character for tomorrow is causing me procrastination and laziness... I admit that nothing fears me much, I'm prepared to do anything to try to survive and honestly, I feel I'm becoming used to failures. So, the next time you expect great achievement from me, think again. Not that I hate to be expected to succeed, but sometimes disappointing others puts you down as well. Where am I coming from? Well, this is my take since working, honestly sometimes I feel useless and such a failure there... but then there'll be moments where I feel I've achieved good things for my store. So, does that make me a failure? I don't know, you tell me. But it's not complete failure if you do have a certain success record. Damn, this is pretty confusing, but I know that I ain't a failure in His eyes.

I've lately been working hard to keep my spiritual life on the top notch, even though it's hard. But I wanna be faithful to God and I wanna be consistent in doing my quite time and serving Him. Most of the time taking the easy way out and wanting to live the worldly life seem so tempting, but I've got to constantly remind myself what my purpose in life is and what is best for me, in the long run. I'm getting there, praying real hard for the passion in me to keep burning strong...

On another note of my life, College! So far, it's been awesome... :) I've already had a couple of assignments piling. And as usual, my pathetic procrastinating buddy keeps getting in the way of me completing them assignments. I really shouldn't take them lightly. But that's just the way it is now... but overall, things has been fun... Completing my first homework, which to me is a pretty good first attempt, is really great. Computer graphics class is super fun but super difficult to master. I'll be needing a whole lot more of practice with my "BFF" Adobe Illustrator.

Just so you are clear, the photo above was copied from the internet... It was an awesome shot and edit. Yea, ok maybe it seems easy but I have not a clue how it's done, yet. But my goal is to achieve a great edited photograph :) The below on the other hand is my first attempt on copying the almost similar... Of course my work was not exactly but from a distance it's more or less similar... at least it doesn't look off... I have another assignment with Illustrator due Friday, I'll make it proud to be looked upon :)

keep on shining :)