"Your word is a lamp unto my feet
and a light for my path."
-psalms 119:105-
and a light for my path."
-psalms 119:105-
The future. It is said to be one of the greatest mysteries in the world. No one can truly predict what can happen. Yet everyone is curious and wants to know. I guess it is in our human nature to want to know things, to wonder and predict what will happen. God says that His word is our guide. So why do I still feel afraid of my future? It is really hard to believe in something that isn't visible or without proof. Lately, I've been thinking a lot about my life after SPM. Even though it is still a long way to go, it is still bothering me that my life after high school will be very scary.
I've sort of planned for my 6 months after SPM, hopefully it will come to past as or better than planned. I got chosen for national service, so I guess my first 3 months are occupied, praying hard for the first intake. Later, I would really like to get a job, to have the feel and work experience. That will be the few months after? Well, I don't plan to start studying so early anyway. If everything works out, I'll be occupied for the first 6 months of 2009. Awesome huh?
Coming back to the present, my trials are like in a months time or less. This one week of holiday will have to be spent studying. I am honestly really behind all the lessons and syllabus, therefore the time left is actually insufficient. But hopefully with a lot of hard work and by God's grace, I'll be able to do well or at least catch up. Although times are tough and the future is uncertain, just remember that worrying is never the solution. All you can do is just to live the best you can today. Like someone once told me, "let tomorrow worry itself, focus on the present", well it went something along that line. =)
Keep looking :)
I've sort of planned for my 6 months after SPM, hopefully it will come to past as or better than planned. I got chosen for national service, so I guess my first 3 months are occupied, praying hard for the first intake. Later, I would really like to get a job, to have the feel and work experience. That will be the few months after? Well, I don't plan to start studying so early anyway. If everything works out, I'll be occupied for the first 6 months of 2009. Awesome huh?
Coming back to the present, my trials are like in a months time or less. This one week of holiday will have to be spent studying. I am honestly really behind all the lessons and syllabus, therefore the time left is actually insufficient. But hopefully with a lot of hard work and by God's grace, I'll be able to do well or at least catch up. Although times are tough and the future is uncertain, just remember that worrying is never the solution. All you can do is just to live the best you can today. Like someone once told me, "let tomorrow worry itself, focus on the present", well it went something along that line. =)
Keep looking :)
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